U don't have to tell me what happened, iie already know..

Y Sunday, September 9, 2007

Wednesday.. 5th September

Okay.. iie totally dunno wad's going on with my mother.. today's b'day was like.. a disaster?! She din really care.. like.. not happy for my b'day, ya know.. iie was that devastated.. iie mean, if it was ur birthday, would euu be happy if one of ur family members aren't? for me, yeah, no.. it's kinda sad for me.. cos.. my mum cant eat the cake.. and my sis cant either.. so it's left of my neighbour, my dad, my maid and me.. my neighbour took 3 slices home.. my dad ate one slice, me too.. and.. although my sis couldn't eat it.. she ate it.. lol! when my mum came out of the study room, like.. iie think finished playing pangya.. she saw my sis, then my sis put ehr hands up say, " u didn't see anything!! " LOL!! then she (sis) turn away.. then my mum ask my dad some questions.. blabla.. she doesn't very happy though.. after my neighbour went home, iie went to do my remaining school homework.. and .. again.. looks to me like my mum wasn't really satisfied today.. iie really wonder wad's bothering her today.. sigh.. later on, my sister came in my room carrying Orlie.. then iie turned my chair back to do my homework again.. not long, like maybe a few moments later.. iie turned back again to see wad my sis was doing.. ORLIE WAS ON MY BED! AHH!! iie ran to her and grabbed her.. lol.. luckily my mum wasn't there, or else, it would be kind of an embarrassment.. =.= so.. iie saw my sis started to draw fishballs on my whiteboard, on the wall, but then becos the marker no ink liao.. iie go take from my pencil case then give her.. later, iie put Orlie down.. cant remember whether iie put her on the floor, or still on my bed.. =.= but anwyays, iie continued doing my homework.. YES! english paper done! iie turned around.. and my sis, wasn't there.. my dog too, of cos.. iie saw some words my sis wrote on the board.. she drew.. fishball 1, 2 and 3.. followed by words of joy.. "HAPPY BIRTHDAY! x)" iie was that touched! this was the first time she did that in my whole entire life.. she was so nice to me ever since we talked abt how we've been acting lately.. like.. not as siblings.. yeah, if u read my previous posts.. duh! of cos iie was mad at her.. she talked to me.. gd thing not face-to-face.. but when i'm bathing my dog.. she sat outside the toilet and talked to me.. with the door close, if not my dog would splash water everywhere.. but anyways, everytime after iie bathe her, i'm forever wet too.. -.- din really know how to tell my sis how iie was mad at her.. really.. iie mean, if u're mad at someone, and that someone asks u why, it would be really hard to say it out.. well.. for people like me.. -.- really, don't like shouting blabla.. get bullied easily.. T_T hate that.. anyways.. yeah.. so.. hmm.. that's all for today.. ^^

Thursday.. 6th September

iie woke up.. at around 9am by my dad.. saying that Auntie Linda, my science tuition teacher, had a sudden change in time of my tuition and makes my tuition from 10-11.30am instead of 11am-12.30pm... so tired.. -.- *yawn* later had tuition.. yawn.. then..followed by another one at night.. math de.. laughing through... =.= now it's different!! instead of after every question, my math tuition teacher tell me sth, it's my turn now.. read this.

A girl from Tibet went to Shanghai for a job interview, to test her english.. The China boss asked her to create sentences with : green, pink, yellow, blue, white, purple, n black. She then say.. " I hear phone green green, then iie go and PINK up the phone.. n iie say, " YELLOW, BLUES that? WHITE did u say? Oh wrong number, don't PURPLELY disturb people and don't call BLACK, okay? " " The boss then said, " U can go black now n wait for phone green green. "

Funny, right? ((x ---> Credits go to Wei Ting<-- neighbour, joker.. xDxD

here another one she told me while we were playing guessing numbers.. she said it was a bad word.. three tries.. so.. first.. iie said 190.. wrong.. 170.. or sth.. nope.. then iie remembered.. 4 mean 死.. then.. OHH!! iie said.. 174.. CAI DUI! X.X know wad it means? read it out in chinese u get.. 一七四.. then cos she said it was bad word.. change the ying hor.. becomes.. 一起死.. x.x eeks.. bleah.. okay.. actually iie have a quiz.. for ya all.. but then.. aiya.. lazy type.. still got more days to type u know! xDxD =P lol..

Friday.. 7th September

iie finished some of my homework today too.. and um.. nothing much to say.. cos somehow, iie forgot.. =.= hmm.. skip to Saturday? ><"

Saturday.. 8th September

iie had tuition at 5.30pm.. and um... it's science again.. eeks.. nothing to say.. AGAIN!! maybe i'm just too tired.. sigh.. maybe iie can at least remember wad happened tml.. -.-

Today.. 9th September

okay.. today, definitely can remember.. but.. aw man.. got a headache.. probably cos of sth u'll read later.. -.- oof.. T_T where was iie? right.. morning.. 7.30am.. BRIGHT MORNING SKY WITH THE BRIGHT SUN SHININ' IN MY EYES.. sheesh.. gotta prepare to go out for a farewell blabla of reverant ( dunno how to spell.. ><" ) soh.. leaving our church.. surname OSO dunno how to spell.. yeah.. hmm.. and baptism there too.. and becos there go swimming pool, yeah, the baptism took place there.. wad actually happened, was, u actually sit down in the water, then later when the paster pushes ur head down, close ur eyes and lyye flat.. then get up.. easy, right? for those of u out there, have been considering about baptism, it's fun! being a christian too.. well, after being baptised.. Jie Jie Catherine was baptised there too.. she this year around 24 yrs old.. she was in our church since 14.. then baptised 10 years later.. see, it's nvr too late to accept christ! ^^ hmm.. let's see.. oh yeah, they had games which iie totally hate to play.. -.- cos there was YE.. and bb boys.. were there cos they won a bible quiz.. and was the champion.. blabla.. they later played water bomb of dunno wat, then later they start playing with the water.. then iie was like.. wa kao.. -.- know why? iie was sitting on the chair.. daydreaming.. as usual... ><" and people there think iie was sad.. or tired.. so sad no one remembered my b'day except for uncle bernard.. T_T wa lao siia.. hate this year's b'day.. and SO CALLED CELEBRATION!! -.- okayokay backt o where iie was.. oh yeah, daydreaming.. blabla.. then suddenly someone carry a bucket of water.. if i'm not wrong, splash at my direction, half of my t-shirt wet siia! WA KAO! iie nvr bring extra t-shirt.. -.- gd thing we were there for long.. and on my sit for long.. and iie brought my jacket along too.. ^^ soo.. later when they takin' pic, iie wasn't there, too moody to.. yeah.. *coughs* later iie din eat much.. so and so.. *yawn* AND STILL KINDA TIRED THOUGH..and of cos, iie wore my jacket before taking the food.. duh, like dam cold.. ><" later went back.. actually, went to my father's parent's house.. yeye & mama's house.. then bought them lunch..

The moment my Agu(dad's second elder sis), opened the door, iie saw her crying! then my eyebrows twitched.. then as my mum and iie went in, iie sat down.. my mum put the lunch on the table where Agu eats on.. and the table in the kitchen for mama.. (dad's mother *in case u were wondering why got two mama.. *) my mum kept telling agu to stop crying.. although she din know what happened yet.. =.= iie sat there, nvr spoke a word.. but just listened to mama and agu argueing.. iie got a shock.. something.. about.. wad.. cos, agu oredi has a mind-set of a 10 yr old kid, she's abit.. like.. get cheated easily.. then mama is turing senile le.. so..things are harder to get along.. as.. iie cant really hear.. but dunno what.. say that mama think she thief.. or sth.. cant really hear when she's crying.. =.= so.. mama, old and frail, like say that where got she like that.. then blabla.. then agu says that mama doesn't care for her.. then mama, iie bet she was so xin tong.. on the look on her face.. both of them started talking and talking.. my mum comfort agu.. then go to mama, tell her dun nid to listen to agu liao.. later she more xin tong.. then iie simply sat there and listen to them.. agu kept saying that mama dun care for her, dun buy wad she wans.. blablabla.. then.. iie dunno wad she saying oredi.. but she said sth like.. wanna hire a maid.. to help the mama clean the house.. really wanna help, my mum said she'll try to find one.. but mama doesn't want my mum to find one, she said she dun have any 本领 to hire a maid.. so.. hmm.. sad la.. really, agu oso asked my mum to find a job suitable for her.. but iie was thinking in my mind.. but with her like that.. how to find a job suitable for her? a mind-set of a 10-yr-old gal, and not that iie look down on her, it's that.. iie.. it's real hard.. and then... agu said she had considered suicide.. wanted someone to stay with them.. saying, she's mad of her mother, everytime have to repeat again and again.. cos mama senile.. and after every sentence agu makes, she looks out the window.. angrily.. and sadly.. sigh.. u guys know right? it's obvious.. she's.. suffering from .. depression.. then iie sat there for the whole 40 minutes.. listening to them talk.. my head pain liao.. sigh.. eeks.. at least now iie have to be.. more.. like.. a listener for my grandparents.. iie mean, they need a person to talk to, especially agu.. in a depression mode.. so sad.. hmm.. better get going.. or iie just might be the one to be the last to slp! ._.

bwaiix . ((:

Follow ur heart, ur instincts would tell euu wad to do .♥

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