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Y Friday, August 3, 2007


Bad news that i received today.. next wednesday... Sigh..

School was totally boring today.. =x except the fact that the whole chinese class went bazzarree... and soon.. it became the "jungle" class.. =.= During recess, i was totally feeling dam forlorn.. T_T cos Isabel needs to meet up with Shannon for prefect stuff.. and i went recess alone.. then i waited at the linkway before the bell rang.. and Isabel finally appeared.. -.- haha.. then later, i think she went to look for Elizabeth.. zzz.. Then when Mdm Low dismissed us, she shouted when we stood up, " WALK IN TWOS!!" -.- i was like.. my partner ain't here, toot.. Then she appeared again when walking to our chinese classrooms.. it was really boring and.. lonely.. At last, school's over.. i walked to the bus-stop.. only to realise, Naomi, Zelia and Kelley were walking behind me, then they shouted my name.. i turned back in surprise.. then i walked faster.. i saw bus 45.. and i walked even faster.. then i was thinking.. cannot.. aiya.. wad's the rush man.. oso not like got tuition later ba.. so i man man de walk.. i reach le hor, bus 45 left liao.. -.- And guess wad? it ain't crowded!! *puffs* I took a bus home.. feeling dam forlorn.. until i saw my maid.. at least someone to accompany me with.. after the issue of my mum having an operation later.. dunno when..

I watched tv.. slacking away.. lol.. then i carried my dog, she suddenly slept on me.. and my eyes started to close too..*yawn* My maid suddenly called my name, my eyelids went up.. staring at my maid.. telling me to go to my bed to sleep.. and put my dog down.. lol.. i told her i didn't want to, cos i scared later cannot sleep at night.. =x So i decided to play Audition.. after so long, with no practise.. i still managed to get a x5.. cool! *yawn* even now i'm tired.. sigh.. oh yeah, i took pictures of the x5, x4, x3, x2 of dance battle 4 keys, song : party party .. in my friendster.. ^^ It was not long before i was totally bored until cannot bored liao.. i walked around the house.. humming the song i was creating halfway.. the title's called, Much wants more, loses all. It's a proverb.. lol.. still working on the verses and chorus and bridge.. okay.. WHOLE song.. haha . hmm.. it wasn't long before i received the most devastating statement my dad told me.. My mum's gonna have the operation next wednesday.. it's my national day celebration in school.. and..and.. My dad added in that my mum needs to be hospitalised for 2 days.. by then, National Day's over!! T_T

So sad.. sobs.. And just now, not long ago, around.. 9pm.. i had a big quarrel with my sis.. she always mistaken me.. and starts to blame me for wad i did not even do on purpose.. -.- Then i so angry i scolded her bad word.. =x eh..我是忍不住才说的.. Then i go to my room.. sat on my chair.. staring at the stationaries on the table.. my dad scolded me while i was in the room.. [ he's in the hall ] I shut my ears.. telling myself.. " have to ren.. must ren more.. 如果要变成好人, 要忍.. 忍多一点!!! " i soon calmed down and, well, my sis needed to see the doctor.. so my dad brought her downstairs.. we i heard the door close, i sat on my table.. staring out the window.. sobbing away.. first, in school forlorn, second, the news, third, this.. i decided to call my Isabel.. i wiped away my tears . She i told her everything.. she comforted me ahilw then started to ask about our class blog..

She kept asking me whether i on comp anot.. then i told her.. of cos not! So sad wanna go comp ur head.. lol... then she.. oh..okay.. sry.. wad a stupid question i asked.. too..stupid.... I got over the matter and started reflecting.. i don't know about u guys, but somehow.. reflecting's part of my life!! It's like.. kinda making the right decisions.. or reflecting of wad i did.. like.. reflecting wad mean things i said to my sis just now.. thinking.. izzit worth it? was i suppose to do that? SO actually.. in class.. i mostly daydream.. and reflect.. heng, never really get caught cos i still listen.. a little.. ><" Ha.. Maybe i should start a booklet of reflections' questions.. L0lls . Aiya.. better get going le.. *eyes closing soon..*

haha..

bwaiix . ((:


Follow ur heart, ur instincts would tell euu wad to do .♥


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