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Y Thursday, August 9, 2007

Yesterday.. 8 August 07

It was already 6.30am, i put on my shoes and set off for school.. As all of u know, it's National Day Celebration!! when i reached school, iie quickly did some of my homework to make u of e time.. xP BLEAH!! Later, Ms Chua came.. i quickly stuffed my things into my bag.. she took out attendance and soon, my class and .. i think 6 joy? were at lvl 3.. [ floor no. ] we stood at the walls there.. how to say arh.. there got railing de.. =.= okay.. then i think some other classes too.. we had to stand and watch all the marching and celebration.. dance oso cannot.. cos so squizy.. so we only moved our hands.. x))
It was not long before... Ms Chua and the other teacher, forgot wad's her name.. x.x was saying that we weren't participating in anything!! like as if we don't like our country.. den actually, only some of us were like that.. stand dere just wave the housescarf.. like so moody.. den me, denise foo and Zelia were all so happy celebrating.. then when i turned and looked back at Ms Chua, cos sth very funny, then i smile at her, she said, "u all wanna go back to class and have lesson izzit? huh?huh??" i listened... i lowered my smile.. as she continued [ staring back at me ] " I'm not smiling u know! I'm not laughing u know! " Then i looked away.. thinking to myself, " BIG DEAL! We're having fun here, and dere she is scolding all of us.. including me, i mean.. WHAT IS THIS! SHE HERSELF OSO NEVER SHOUT, SCREAM OR SING, OR DO ANYTHING! JUST NAGGING AND SCOLDING US!! WAD'S THE POINT OF REJOICING ANYWAY!!??!?" i started to mumble a few words to myself, wa biang... having fun only wad.. --> Then denise foo stared at me, she asked me wad happened..

I told her everything, whisper la, of cos.. but really dam soft, cos Ms Chua behind.. then i took a peek behind to see if she was still dere.. not there! i guess she must've walked to the other side.. i told denise the whole thing again, but whisper, just in case anybody hears.. then she oh... Then the girls' brigade of primary school, came marching out, then Ms Chua keep scolding us to scream louder for Amanda, my ah gong.. den she said, c'mon girls! ENJOY URSELF!! then i was thinkin' in my mind.. enjoy? .. waitwait.. ENJOY?! u actually scolded us, and u expect us to enjoy?!? WE AIN'T SADDISTIC U KNOW!!" i pretended to be happy.. as i was actually angry inside, i began to worry about my mum again.. sigh.. we soon gathered to the hall to see performances.. and awards.. and of cos, a special one, to Dayna Tan.. she wrote the book " I read 320 books and 9.. so can you? " the youngest author, who published her first book she wrote.. we later had to sing.. that's when i heck care Ms Chua's nagging and scolding liao.. zzz.. so irritating and annoying.. we started to tie our scarfs together and raise it up to sway it to the song..

It was not longbefore it started.. the lower primary students performed songs and soon.. it was 6 Joy's performance.. they performed a skit, about singapore emerging with malaysia and wad fighting part, I LAUGH LIKE ANYTHING!! they all slow motion de fight.. and slow motion avoid.. like matrix, the movie i like.. xD so funny.. everyone laughed.. HAHA.. I oso liked the part when the king send message that time, the president of dunno where.. =.= but i rememebered they mentioned micky mouse there and disney characters.. xD bugs bunny.. OH I REMEMBERED!! president of looney toons.. x)) SO DAM FARNNY! Then later the president is the v.head prefect of the school aka Keely, guzheng 2 leader, i her assisstant.. ^^ When "he" called "his" agents for a meeting, there was a blurblur one.. and a very excited one.. then when the president read the message sent by the king of the other country, "he" said, we'll fight! then who, blablablabla.. volunteer?? then the excited agent volunteered, the president said he need some assistance, "who's willing to volunteer??" everyone scattered away, except the blurrblurr agent..left with the excited agent.. EA:"EH!*the blurblur agent*," BBA:"HUH?! wadwad?!*just woke up*HAS THE MEETING STARTED?! WHERE'S EVERYONE?!" acting so gd!! hahax.. then either tt part continue or another part.. one of the students, playing as dunno wad, go use two hands put on another student's shoulder and shake shake shake, like gonna fa feng like tt.. ha.. The Celebration ended with the song, will you.. then u know, got the second time sing chorus, the opera go high, everyone laugh like mad.. xD It wasn't long before we headed home, but i went to Isabel's house, cos i was thinking of taking some pics with her, lol, cos she herself said i nvr take pics de.. today i brought my camera, so we took pics, then played the piano.. we din exactly took many.. some were really, really, HAHAHA! =.= We later played the piano.. then play bu tong de qu.. play chinese song oso.. my guzheng song, sai ma oso.. x))

We got really sian and decided to play computer.. i said, let's watch school rumble! "yesterday i searched youtube, got show leh!! wanna watch?" she said okay lo.. then we watch.. not long, we ate our lunch.. this Isabel ah, so weird u know.. -.- I eating tt time, she stare at me, then i, wad? then she'll nth, then she giggling away.. ._. p.s. : 偷笑什么? 我到底做了什么? =.= then my dad smsed me later i'll be seeing my mum cos 4pm too early, she still not feeling too well... She took very long before she could open her eyes.. let's say... maybe.. hours? her o.p. was done around 12pm+ When i went home, i first, had tuition, then i ate my dinner, then went to visit my mum.. my dad told me and my sis, that, we they hadn't agreed to the operation, my mum could've gotten cancer.. then my eyes widen.. imagining.. if she had cancer, i think i'd be fainting by the time i step out of the car..

as i visited my mum, she was so weak.. and really, the air-con was dam cold.. like, u stand still for 5min, and u wear short sleeve, and mini shorts.. FREEZIN' COLD!! i headed for the chair, i sat down.. i din noe my sis wanted to sit down too.. ><" then when she walked to the chair too, she found me sitting down.. x.x
"tsk, eh.... -.-" i give her face.. =D LOL!!! we stayed there from 8+ till 9pm.. my mum needed to rest.. so we went home.. Later, i slept on the bed.. thinking my mum.. and about the cancer matter.. really, and if she cannor pull thoughout this year, i think sitting for my PSLE would be harder than anyone else! i was like.. xing hao i have a gd father who knew wad to do.. and at the right time!

Today.. 9 August 07..

It's National Day!! HAPPY NATIONAL DAY TO EVERYONE!!!! ((: Guess wad i dreamt yesterday.. X . X I dreamt that i was driving in my house, then when i parkin' that time, *PIAACK* lol.. then when i tried to park again, i woke up.. my dad tapped my leg, asking whether i gonna go visit mum again.. then i "um.. yeah!!" i washed my face.. trying to wake up.. lol.. i quickly got changed and brought my jacket + homework along to do there.. i din really do much as there were visitors.. but i did ask them a lame joke my sis told our family.. lemme ask u..

There is breadtalk . There is Sweettalk . Why isn't there any coffetalk??

put ur lips on ur mouth after saying the first two syllabus..

kopi..DIAM!!!!!

HAHAHA!!! Okay, for those of u who don't know wad diam means.. First of all, it's a hokkien word.. i think.. =.= then Diam is actually quiet. lyk.. if someone really irritating keeps pestering u around tokingtokingtoking.. u say, "DIAM LA!!" It was around 1pm.. i was getting bored.. there were still visitors there.. then i decided to watch tv.. around 1.15pm, Jia Hao smsed me chnl u got funny show.. then i switch to chnl u.. then so funny!! the vase turn into shit.. x)) and the biao ge --> dinosaur.. shit on the director's face.. the pic of his faces.. then she everywhere.. so funny.. then wad multiply into 20 of her.. then cos her power slow.. the 20 of her came out only when she eating her breakfast.. so funny.. "我们好饿.." or sth like that.. then they snatch all the food anyway.. then so on.. the show so funny.. hahax.. *thx for telling me abt that.. xD It was really funny*

My mum's urine bag was full and needed the nurse to change it.. meanwhile, the visitors, my dad and i waited outside.. i was laughing about the part when the director, izzit? he need to let the other guy win, but keep getting the tile, 西..
then he like jing zhang la.. cos the guy "gong" 4 of it oredi, then the director person cannot win, if not he si kiao kiao.. Then he put the tile into his mouth.. he ate it.. Then when he drew another tile, it was西again! He first tile ate oredi so xin ku.. so he put in his mouth.. then later drew another tile again.. still 西again! Then he stuff it in his mouth again.. giving the xin ku look.. then ltr drew another tile.. still same!! he stuff it again in his mouth.. then it carried on for a few more times.. then when got one time her mouth full oredi.. he frown.. dunno what to do liao.. then throw behind, and it so happened to land into a tin/bucket! But he did it in a very funny way.. like when wanna scratch his hair, when he moving his hand, he throw, without aiming de.. the scratch.. and followed by the cup..and so on.. lol..

When went back at around 2pm.. we ate our lunch then my dad had to work liao.. then i so bored at home.. i watch tv again.. go disney chnl.. i just remembered!! got a lot of movie showing today!! til 4.30pm.. now showing wendy wu.. just in time for the show.. i watch and watch.. like dam wu liao la.. like so many slow motions.. and.. aiya.. it's really wu liao for that.. the evil part hor.. like power rangers show.. =.= !!dotdotdot!! i then brought my dog down for a walk while my sis went to buy her stuff.. she came back empty handed.. she told me shops both closed.. o.o i cleaned my dog's paws.. later.. i on the computer to listen to my mum's classical music.. then i think because my sis in FCBC church.. got many sound effects or rocks music.. then slow music.. she said the classical music i listening to so noisy.. -.- iie din know classical music can be so noisy u know.. if u say so, wad is rock music? =.= "iie like classical music, so wat? it's not only for wadeva u say, rubbishly "dead" people.. it's for ppl to relax their minds.. i mean, u cant relax under a rock music condition.. CAN YOU?! unless u are so really weirdo.. =.= " no offences.. =x doing homework.. YES!! FINALLY FINISHED MY MATH HOMEWORK!! leaving out 3 questions.. =.= i continued with my science homework.. i got really bored then.. so i decided to watch school rumble again.. after watching one episode.. about 30min? or less? Anyways, it was around 6.30pm.. i went to bathe.. then ate dinner.. i switched the chnl to u to see if jia you jinshun was on.. but instead.. still NDP going on.. -.- really.. i seriously getting extreme bored about watching national day programmes liao.. so sian.. the thought of Ms Chua givin' me the face, brings me to feel tt NDP was really tt boring.. sigh..

Anyways, my dad told me before we ate our lunch.. that actually if they hadn't decide for the o.p. , the cyst would damage the other organs in my mum's body, and she could've actually died.. and i got a bigger imagination.. X . X If she were to die in a few days.. I DUN EVEN WANNA SIT FOR ANY EXAMS FOR THE REST OF THE YEAR!!! <-- this shows how much iie ♥ my mum ♥~~
I mean who would wanna go 4 exams if u cant get over of how someone that means so much to u died.. ??

The more i knew .
The more i cried .
The more i thought .
The more i "sighed".

I thought of that a few hours ago.. and kept thinking it over and over again.. wad would i ever do without my mum.. ? then i was like.. c'mon!! none of tt's ever gonna happen!! cos she already went for the o.p. if the cyst is till there, can complain! can anot ah? ._. iie stared at the teddy bear Jia Hao gave me.. "sigh.. dunno what i'll do without u and my family.." I hugged it.. a tear rolled down my cheeks..

It was not long before i started writing.. but i can tell u... this is the longest post i've ever written!! no pics.. worse.. x.x better not write more.. if not it'll nvr end.. i mean.. from 9.40pm+ till now, 11.30pm+ ..!! not exaggeratin' but, can tell by how long this post is.. ><" better not write liao.. =P

bwaiix . ((:

Follow ur heart, ur instincts would tell euu wad to do .♥

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