U don't have to tell me what happened, iie already know..

Y Wednesday, August 22, 2007

Wehhh!! so long no computer.. no time.. =x busy studying all the way.. sigh.. MY CHINESE WORSE AMONG THE ENGLISH AND MATH!! and then.. today chinese.. bah! the compo is the only thing i know the easiest for chinese.. -.- Anyways, THOUSANDS OF APOLOGIES for not writin' since last thursday till ytd.. so.. i decided to write today, cos tml last paper.. ^^ hope score at least 50 for section A for science.. T_T my aim--> AT LEAST AN 'A' !! I know i can do it!! after so many test papers i did.. =.= the highest i scored was like.. 81 and a half.. ._. which is for Rosyth paper.. then i dam scared la.. cos it's like, Ms Chua told the class that she setting the science paper leh!! i completely freakked out.. so scared.. ><" I mean, she is.. kinda strict in her marking.. then Ms Veronica Khoo oso.. shh0 qian bian.. dun give marks.. =x haha.. bleahbleahbleah.. but i cant remember that was when though..

On Thursday..

ORAL DAY!! ENGLISH ORAL DAY!! bahhx! I dam scared, wo jing zang dao wo de temperature ---> 35 degrees celcius.. xD okay.. okay.. exaggerating is not good.. ((x hmm.. I got really scared when i was about to go out to sit there and wait till Ama finishes looking through the passage and picture before she goes into the other classroom beside the "waiting" classroom we all waited in.. after Ama went in.. i took my bag and my legs shivered.. hoping it wont be too hard.. T_T WO BAI TUO!! i read the passage and thought.. it's rather funny, then i turn the sheet paper to look through the picture.. DANG DANG DANG DANG!! wad's it gonna be?!?!? *GASP* health check-up!! Then i "talked" in my mind while one of our school teacher, in charge of our "group" timed me 5 minutes.. once it was over.. i had to wait because Ama wasn't done yet.. then i thought over to myself.. i've been nervous of all the orals i'd taken.. I'M TIRED OF BEING NERVOUS!! then later once Ama went out.. i started to take back my "mind words" i put my bag on top of the lockers and stood out side the door to wait for the examiner's' signal to go in.. i bowed and greeted them.. and guess what.. I NEARLY FORGOT TO TELL THEM MY NAME AND INDEX. NUMBER! *hand piak on forehead* Then, in the end.. i wasn't really that nervous.. in fact, I LAUGHED WITH THEM! of cos, casual laugh la.. but i don't really know if that's suppose to be a good / bad sign.. -.- Wishing it was good, i bowed and said thank you as i walked out the classroom.. i bit my lips.. and took a deep breath.. IT'S OVER! YES! part of the most hateful obstacles i hated has been overcomed.. oh yes!! i quickly took my bag and headed for the hall.. later when i saw shu ting, she told me that she told the examiners about the game.. AUDITION!! omg.. then later she was like, " But now PSLE, then can't play.." then the examiner(s) said, " It's Alright, once it's over, throw ur books, I don't mind! " Then when shu ting told me that, i burst out laughing and totally forgot the others were having orals and wasn't done.. =.= oops... I waited almost an hour .. more or less.. yeah.. later we all went home.. when i told my parents that i laughed, they started to worry.. then i was like.. aiya, dun care la.. now focusing on my chinese oral.. +_+ hen dan xin worx.. i told myself, never mind, even if today's oral really wasn't good, i strive for my chinese oral tml! JIA YOU! JIA YOU!! JIA YOU!!!

On Friday..

We were in the waiting room again.. hoping it was two females again.. i started talking about it.. ._. then Denise started inviting or asking people whether they going her b'day.. blablabla... then, i she asked me and i told her that my mum haven't given me an answer.. Later it was the chinese oral.. heng ah!! i know the place..shu shi zhong xin.. shh0 heng lo.. later when i went in, lucky me, two female again.. ^^ But this time, really nervous.. =.= then sign board i go say zhao pai.. WA LAO! wad am i thinking.. zzz This is.. BAD!! B-A-D!! BAD!! sigh.. in the end, the english one was better than chinese, well, it's rather obvious though... At least it's all over.. sigh..

Saturday..

Not a day of "slack" at all.. the only rest i got was, when i ate.. .... other than that, revise and revise.. sigh.. so today nothing to write la.. =x I'll just go on to Sunday then.. ^^

Sunday..

I woke up kinda late.. i think 11am.. then blabla.. then later i had to bathe my dog.. then my sis dry her up.. but becos i woke up late, my sis had to go church first.. FCBC.. then when i was bathing my dog, she was really tame compared from last time.. So guai worx.. but when i dry her, i had to wack her 3 times before i she could be tame and let me dry her up.. -evil miiex- MUAHAHA!! hey! but she really was like a mad bull charging at all directions.. um.. =.= not guai liao.. lol... later i went to comb her fur, change her bed "cloth" thingy.. then soak it with her towel i use to dry orlie up.. during the hour that i needed to wait before washing it, i go do my tuition homework.. <-- chinese.. Then later, i end up nvr wash it until after i ate my lunch.. around 3pm+ took.. 15 minutes.. =.= wad!! i mean the soap powder so hard to come off anyways!! >=O Later my dad brought me to church --> Church of the good sheperd -- i know u must be wondering why my sister go other church ba.. she say cos she in this church like very lonely then not many people to talk to.. then FCBC, not only is it new, long ago.. =.= It had her friends going that church there.. En Li din come today.. guess cos tml prelim.. her dad want her at home study.. then kinda lonely in church.. hmm... later went to buy some hot desserts for my dad's sister and mum.. then after that, we went to buy desserts for our family.. later at home.. after dinner, while i was eating the dessert, got talk on chnl 5.. i go watch.. and did anyone notice a "caterpillar" behind him?? LOL!! i think spider ba.. like spinning all the way down leh.. then later, i was busy looking at it and not listening.. ((x Then my mum say how come different topic got at least one person sleeping one? Then my sis say, "AIYOO!! No one's listening to him talk ah?! One wad, looking at the "caterpillar" and another one noticing people sleeping!! then daddy leh?" then our dad said he listening.. then it's like only two of them listening.. slowly, gradually .. ((x Me and my mum started listening to the talk.. then i was like... no more "caterpillar" liao.. spin all the way down.. lol..

Monday..

Today's English exam was terrifying.. some parts really dont know.. =.= Then some parts really know.. [ aiya.. let's wait the outcome of the math paper tml then.. i went home thinking.. ] Then later went on studying again..

Tuesday..

Today Math paper!! WAS EASY!!!! except for the last two questions.. =.= actually, i finished al except the last two ones.. but the last question i drew a model after checking all my papers.. blabla.. anyways, this was my first time starting my math paper on Section B1-B3!! then Section A.. then i quickly did my Section A and shaded the OAS after checking.. still left around 10 minutes.. i'll look on the last two questions again... i look and look for the second last question.. STILL DUNNO HOW TO DO!! then nvm.. i went on the last question.. that's when i thought maybe working backwards ba.. i then drew the model.. and realise i know how to do.. AHH!! BLAST IT!! ALMOST TIME LIAO!! i quickly wrote the first step down.. and started calculating.. "ALL PENS DOWN!" Mdm Low said.. i was like.. omg.. i know how to do niaa!! wa lao.. hope at least get marks for model drawing and first step.. =.= but don't think first step will get de.. i haven even finish calculating the first step la.. but.. sigh.. at least one mark for that questions i don't mind.. X . X Tml's chinese paper.. scared too difficult..

Today...

*BLEAH* as said in the first part of e post.. its was difficult.. and a complete disaster!! i don't know why, but my chinese ain't that bad as this, cos compared to the other papers i did, i can get 60+ de.. but then.. not for this.. this paper i guess might even fail.. WEHHEHH!! sigh.. hoping compo did well.. can pull up my marks.. then can pass... ._. so pathetic.. Anyways, i came back from tuition around two horus ago... and started to get nervous for my science paper tml.. wad will Ms Chua set the questions, be? Will i remember the "special way / method" to answer it? i crossed my fingers.. and closed my eyes.. and took a deep breath.. my dog sat beside me.. looking at me.. bahhx!!! iie shouldn't get too nervous.. if not will like chinese oral like that.. do until chao..chao.. bad until negative.. =x aiya.. so negative minded.. i strive for tml.. GOGOGO VANESSA!!!!

-bwaiix-

Follow ur heart, ur instincts would tell euu wad to do .♥

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